The difference a year can make

Fallen eyelashes, shooting stars, coins in a fountain, blown out candles... all hold wishes- some answered- some not.

One year ago today I was on my knees praying for the first time in my life- Clutched to my knees with tears rolling down my face I begged for a child & for what had just taken place to work its wonders and develop into that in the next 9 months.

I wish on all above especially that shooting star. Since that moment stars and Brodie hold a deep down heart felt correlation & meaning to us.

On Christmas eve of 2008 after a month long of day after day shots we went to the doctors to have our last cycle as we were out of funds to afford any more. Clearly- it worked!

How lucky are we to have this opportunity to be his parents & to have our life we have with him. We are forever changed and forever greatful.

Brodie, You my dear are our entire world. We savor every second of your smallness and cherish all the milestones you are achieving.

Now- off to write a all sappy emotional letter to Brodie in his book.

Brodies book is a journal composed of many things. It is very expensive to get a baby book that is made for a family of 2 moms or 2 dads so we have made our own- which is great for us because it has turned into so much more then just another baby book. First, When I was on bed rest I made a paper chain link count down to the induction date- each day when I took a link off I would write him a letter about what he has been up to & what our day was like- I then taped each letter into the book. Second, it has all the typical "family tree" info plus more on brodies many aunts and extended family. Third, We keep going with the letters about funny days (diaper blow outs), milestones, and other of his "firsts".... So far thats about it for his book.

So back to that letter- off I go

Have a great holiday!

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Cheers to another year & seeing the difference a year can make.

Much love